One and done right? That's what I thought but now.... I find myself wanting more and more. But do I really? I want the feel, the pleasure, the connection, but do I want the consequences? Every time this crosses my mind I think of a reason not to give in, but I'm running out of excuses. What if I decide to go for it and.... see? I can't even think of a negative to happen. I want it so bad it feels like I NEED it. every day that goes by I want to bring it up, but then I would be tortured by the lack of space and privacy to do such things. It's just hard to ignore when everything is screaming for you to do it. I'm not sure how much longer I can hold out.