Warning: Contains dubstep
Recently I haven't been the best I could be. In fact, I haven't been even close. However with the kind words of a mentor I have decided to make myself happier by making others happy :) So I made decorated an old coffee can and made it my "Today I Will..." jar. And in it I have put random acts of kindness and reminders to do the things we so often forget (say I love you, thank someone, or even just call and see how someone's day is doing). My plan is to each day pick up a post-it and do what's on it. It's so simple, yet just thinking about the smiles these will bring people is possibly one of my greater ideas. I will try to keep an update on my act for the day and the reactions I get on a new section of my blog so look out for updates and hopefully you will get inspired with
Just looked at my stats and wow! Looks like my secret blog isn't so secret anymore. Don't know how everyone found this but thanks for reading my ramblings and I hope you get something from this even if that something is 'blogs are stupid'. Again, thanks for reading :)
Here I am, another night I can't sleep and wishing I had you by my side. It's unfair that age separates us at night cause that's when I find I need you the most. That's when I'm alone with my thoughts, a dangerous thing to do, and I find myself wishing for a distraction like your heart beat or your touch or even just the sound of your breathing. I wish I could sleep and dream like normal people, but I don't sleep and even when I do I rarely dream. I envy those who fall asleep the minute their head hits the pillow, they should be grateful that they don't know the chronic pain of sleepless nights and endless hours ticking by with no relief. Sleep is not to be taken for granted. I guess the Sand Man doesn't visit everyone.
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