With having the whole winter break off and some extra snow days, I've been staying up late and sleeping in late. I've been noticing some blurred lines between my night and day, dream or awake, life or fantasy. The absence hasn't been easy either. I feel like you're my drug and I need my daily dose. But what is going to happen when fantasy wears off and I still don't have you? What will happen once I see you again and the urge to make my fantasies a reality becomes too much? Am I really craving a fantasy or my reality.....?